Well I have noticed that my blogging has slowed down. A lot has been going on and my mind just can't process it all. However, I did just take a trip to see Joel in North Carolina! That trip was the hardest trip I have had to take in a long time, seeing that Joel is stationed there for the next 4 years, it was so hard to leave the place that I so desperately want to be at. When I was there, it was basically this overwhelming feeling of home. It is where I belong. The comfortability that I felt is indescribable. Even when Joel was working during the day and I was hanging out with Bobbie (Joel's buddy's wife) I still had the satisfaction of knowing that he would be home later on. Even just being where our lives are going to start, made me feel so much better. God is really testing our patience with things, and I really do hope that everything will move on smoothly. We are a stronger couple for it though. I have seen things in Joel that I admire so much, and there are things that make me crazy sometimes, but isn't that the way love goes? No one will ever be perfect and no situation will ever be perfect. We have our little arguments and will have plenty more to come, but I will always love and cherish every moment I get to spend with him. I love you Joel. More than you really know.
